i hope its an epiphany

Not an epiphone.


Haha shocked leh to see me blogging again. I'm pretty shocked too.
What's more important though, is why I'm still doing this. There are many reasons.. but on top of the list would be you. :) To the other readers, don't perasan! Only she will get it - yeah you guys out there, I'm straight just for the record ._.

Having read a few blogs, maybe I have been affected or influenced.. it's no surprise since the three biggest things that influence you in life are what you read, what you see and who you mix with. And to have realised I'm infected, I mean, affected - isn't quite enough, I have to fix this.

Affected with what? Okay. Imagine

You're watching any musical. ANY. Unless you hate music or you have disabilities, it's almost impossible for you to NOT tap your feet, feel like moving and grooving to the tunes of the musical. I don't think it's the butterfly effect - maybe it's the optical effect.. since what you see is what you want to do.

My point is. This year - nope, this day - shall be pinned. and 365 days from now I'll come back and realise for ONCE, what I say - will actually be done.

No it's not resolutions for the new year. It's just a bad habit I need to kick, if I ever want things to fall back into place.

So 365 days of war. It won't be easy. And I hope if you're still reading, thanks -
please remind me.
to finish whatever you begin with.
to close whatever you open.
to see and seize every chance.
to experience.
and to love what you do :)


Pretty much like gravity.. a little push perhaps?

Less bs, more action - time for war against the nation

procrastiNATION.

BLOGGERS UNITE!

Need I say more?

Actually I need to. THIS IS AN OUTRAGE! I could not blog at ALL yesterday. Think about the students, the employees and employers who are burned out by their weekly 9-5 weekday schedules - hoping to just have a relaxing time, lounging over the world wide web.. ONLY to face more frustration caused by the one and only STREAMYX.

I shall not go on ranting - so let's try something more productive. If you agree that they've been messing with us, their (no choice but to be) loyal customers..

NANG IT.

Joooooooooooom streamyx!

PS: does anyone notice the irony of 19 unique visitors on the 19th?

heepokreet

I seriously.


Can't stand.



Fakers.
Liars.
Twofacedpeople.



Honestly I don't think I've been ever so disturbed by the hypocrite species.



But whateverla.

My thoughts aren't worth wasting on the lowest form of life.

pimp my streamyx!

W00T! I hope i'm not the only one who heard the latest news that they're going to zhng our streamyx broadband speed! (sorry maxis people.. you seriously don't know what you're losing out on.)


And surprisingly Streamyx is actually faster than I thought!

Streamyx as in the company not the connection itself! It was rumoured that they would increase from 1Mbps connections to 1.5Mbps!

YAY! Time to get those animes that I've have been catching up with for a loooooooong time..



And there's bound to be skeptics and non-believers out there.. oh yeah? check this out - photographic evidence of my brand new 1.5 Mbps connection!

Soon after 5 minutes...

And after 20 mins..

WTF WHO AM I KIDDING?! DON'T MESS WITH US, STREAMYX! 1.5 Mbps? More like -1.5 Mbps man! It took me an HOUR to send a 6Mb song to my friend! So that's like about 100kb PER MINUTE? 1.sumthing kb/s?!?!

Mind you this lag-athon has occurred since yesterday evening! Now it's obviously NOT laziness that killed the bloggers!


Thank God for considerate friends of mine who're not whiners like me, who decided to investigate and search for the source of this problem.

then again Manchester United fans will always be the buggers they've always been.



Yes we should be thankful for even having broadband, but that speed I experienced was DIAL-UP 56k LEH. Shouldn't I just revert back to the 56k land we all came from?

But hey, at least they're working on it. At least this post is getting through. I don't have anything against streamyx - I just can't stand the LAG!


I thought of doing the guys at streamyx a favour for trying to fix the lag (which I hope you guys are working on).. but this was all I could come up with.

lethal industry

Shit I can't believe the weekend just flew by. What I thought was 48 hours of madness eventually came to an end.. and thanks to The Star and Kosmo, the perimeter of my parental gravity has just been extended.


Yes. They took away my rave parties. not to mention there's xlive festival @ genting this weekend..


SERIOUSLY! How can paranoia be so damn infectious??!! It's fine if you take away this weekend's rave or the next few ones but please let me go for Global Gathering in November.. BUT EVEN A CLASS TRIP WITH MY FRIENDS TO PERHENTIAN?!?!?!

rawr. Here's what it sounds like.

"Hey erm I'm going to Perhentian with my friends this coming June a.. Marcus, Jason, Siew Mei, Mel, Yuhhui, Khong, Han Sheng.. my old school friends. Never see them for some time d. so yeah"

"Har? why you wanna go this kinda places? this south china sea.. you never read the news a? nowadays so many things happening still wanna go this kinda places.."

yah and after freedom festival it was more like..

*wakes up and check mail and forums to hope for pics from freedom festival*

"eh you read the papers today a? you never kena lockup a?"

*wtf?*

"this kinda places next time better not go i tell you."

"... those ppl kena lockup cuz they had reasons to be locked up, they were under the influence"

"ya but if got lockup and all this means something wrong with this kinda places adi.. next time better not go i tell you.."

the man said almost the same thing except..

"eh you never kena lockup a? why this kinda places also you wanna go wan? u never see the police a?? ppl innocent doesnt mean you innocent k!! you get caught how?"

*quite frus*"the police are there to make sure everything is safe so if they apprehended ppl they did the right thing la! i didnt kena cuz i waited for everyone to slowly walk out then oni i ciao ma.."

"but still this kind of place better not go i tell you."


yah. better not go wei. i quote my buddy from MASH.


"In that Kosmo, I kinda find it biased, cuz they fail to mention the rest of the crowd there. Its like the Caucasians are the only ones with skimpy clothes. LOL, thats what u get from the general media.

Also 30 ppl out of the 10k ppl got arrested for abusive substance, so that makes the whole 10k bad? so if Lingam takes bribe, does that also means all the ppl in Prime Minister Dept. takes bribe? We have a very funny government." - eZdZ


first of all, it's a party by the beach. don't tell me you're gonna wear jeans to party? no offense to the ppl wearing jeans.. dress code should be : less is more! just think practical and comfort wise doh.

mind you. that pic that was altered with mosaic censorship? it was just her cleavage la. so even that is not allowed? geez. I really hope this isn't the start of a new PAS era like what they did to Terengganu.. beautiful city, beautiful islands but screwed up management.

anyways, enough of these stereotypical single track minds. hopefully my parents will give a different answer about the perhentian thing. as for Xlive... no hope d gua wahahha.

PS: Debra, really sorry I ffk-ed for Marie Digby. Had a long day browsing musical instruments.. quite fun hehehe. A bit tired so I chilled at home instead.. I can't imagine looking forward to Marie's soothing tunes when everyone else around me is squeezing and trying to get closer to her in that GAP outlet.. so yeah. Maybe A-levels ball?

elements of life

BYE!



I'LL BE OFF PARTYING WITH TIESTO, FERRY AND COSMIC GATE!!!









Back on Sunday. Along with my sanity.

traffic

Yo yo yo yo what's been up peopleee~

Sorry a bit hyper as you can tell today marks the end of my exams, well not now actually but yeah, in bout 5 more hours. And I'm supposed to collect my tickets to freedom from Sebastian, some dude from Fly FM..

To be honest, it's been quite an exam and it really bothers me to know that it's really almost impossible for me to pass half of the exam papers that I sat for. But what else can I do... sigh.

Sure, there's a lot of other options out there.. but don't forget the conventional parents. Do they really know what goes on inside here?

Nah I don't think so. Then again I shouldn't be asking too much. I'm just thankful.

3 more sleeps rockers. I really can't wait.

And mom if you ever read this..

Happy Mother's Day in advance :D

thur-rific.

Blogging daily isn't as easy it seems now I know.. some of you may have noticed whereas the rest of the world couldn't be bothered that wicked wednesday #3 was not posted..

No it's not in my drafts. I'm just damn disorientated now. With less than a week to go till my finals wtf am I still doing?

Thanks for dropping by my blog guys, it really means a lot to me. From the tone of this post you can tell I've got my one way ticket to hiatus street.

2daysoffreedom.whatisfreedom?amireallygoingtobefree?

do or die? die by doing tho..

Again, to those looking forward to an interesting post by me, I apologize. However, there are reasons to why I may not be able to continue my sudden-outburst-blogging-streak.

1. I've a lot to catchup with.
My study break just (legally) began actually and being the awesome student I am, I can never seem to keep up with my syllabus. The best part is exam starts on the 23rd of April! AWESOME. And I have like.. 5 subjects (excluding English)? Thermodynamics, Material Science, Maths, Statics and Principles of Electric and Electronics.. Awesome right.. exams end on the 6th of May - followed by TIESTO ON THE 8TH AND 9TH WOOhoOOOOO~

It doesn't stop there. I'm attending camp today, sleeping over for the night. Then tomorrow got church worship practice in the afternoon, Trance Party @ Central Park in the evening which clashes with Planetshakers @ FGA KL which also clashes with malam kebudayaan of our keahlian camp.. Isn't it just great how we can only be at one place at a time?

2. I actually favour Facebook over my own blog.
Yes it's true. I seem to enjoy poker and mob wars over my own blog. hah. Yes I'm very sad. playing with facebook games instead of blogging and GETTING A LIFE.

3. I have no mood wth?
Yeah really la. Sometimes after that LOOOOOONG DAY of studying at the LIBRARYYY~ all you really want is just a bed to lie on, friends to play games with (i.e. ultimate) and someone to tell you that they really love you wtf?

4.

5. *Ranting is better than blogging!
Wayyyy better lorh. This isn't even a post to begin with! It's a complete rant! So why blog when you can rant? Vent your boredom and stoner-ism by ranting today! *Terms and conditions apply.

stuck

like what I am now. like my fingers onto my keyboard. like my eyes unto this idiot box.

stuck is me wandering around only to realise that I'm back at square one.

For some reason I have just spent the half an hour in front of my own blog, not even considering to blog (but thank God here I am doing it right now). What is this momentary idleness? Building castles in the air, being in 7th heaven, riding your ponies, counting your sheeps - daydreaming (wait sheep counting is sleeping..).

Anyway, what a funny feeling or moment or whateverjazzitmaybe. Though there's a negative feel within right now..

forget it.whyisitalwaysyourresponsibility.whoseisitthen.youshouldknowbetter.

GPS

Wooooiiiii fakerrr how you know KL like I know my name wan!! Yes this post goes out to you Tsong. And you wouldn't want to know the aftermath of the chilli we had at the beef ball stall in Alor.

"... as long as we still have fun whenever we go outla.. don care close or not.. if you're not so conscious about how long you've been away from each other, then only will you realise how close you still are =D"

Stop thinking. Don't stop to stop and stare. Just move along.

And the off-the-top-cheeziness-award goes to...

Malacca Mudfest 2007

Yes this is the place to be this October 07! With live acts from 6 different arenas, Marcel Woods, Sander Van Doorn, Johan Gielen, Bass Agents and Proteus rocking up the Godskitchen arena!

It was the perfect lineup yet the worst venue. Ever.

Imagine the most anticipated rave, with really awesome DJs, backed up with a solid brand - Recharge, hosting an event in a muddy construction site?! The only drier path to walk on was the construction site roads which is made up of loads of pebbles. The rest was grass, dirt, sand and mud.

Mud.

Mud.

Mud.

Mud.

Mud.

Mud.

Mud.

Sludge.

Mud.

Mud.

Mud.

Mud.

Ooh! Super hot girl in a nurse outfit!

Mud.

Mud.

Mud.

Mud.

Mud.

Mud.

Gay Couples *pukes*

Mud.

Mud.

Mud.

And the ravers! Here's a preview of it.




Any brown colour substance found in the video could be and most probably is mud.

silvia

No I haven't been out for any events recently. Yes you could say my life is boring. Just went out yesterday to meet up with Jason, Melissa, Siew Mei and Yuhhui. It's been ages since we last met actually.. more than a year.. anyhow, pictures will be up in the next post when I do get them.

Meanwhile I've been craving and yearning, can't stop thinking.. of you...

Erm.. well not exactly you dear, but yeah I miss you too XP

Yes you SSSSiiiIllLLLlVViiAAAAA!!! Baby come back! Okay this stock Silvia may not be attractive enough.. but it's still an awesome car.. Just a little background on the S15 a.k.a. Silvia, it's often confused with the SXs from Nissan (well at least I was rather confused). Yes this is a Japanese car, with a second hand value that you European cars out there desire so much.

Right anyway the S15 was first released in Japan in 1999, strutting a horsepower of 250 from Nissan's SR20DET engine as well as a little help from a turbocharger upgrade and improved engine management. As shown in wikipedia...

My two cents - You just can't deny those awesome headlights. It's like staring into a girl with the nicest eyes you've ever seen in your life (okay maybe if the girl was Misa Campo or Leah Dizon huh)! In fact if you google this car, you'll find that the S15 is one of the most popular cars used by Japan drifters. So drift or no drift, this car doubles up as a sleek and sexy ride as well as a mean drift machine down the hills.

Silvia S15 Remix?

Came across this picture online which left me drooling (not literally). That's it for now. A bit short I know, but that's all you should know about the S15 for now (for one who hasn't driven it before, like me!). Oh right this is a tribute to all the Silvia owners out there! Cheers!

uplifting weiii

For people who've waited for an update, NAH here you go! =P Honestly I don't think this deserves to count as one. Doesn't matter anyway. Yah so just incase you don't know me I usually enter a moment of 'stimness' (no not THAT KINDA STIMNESS U SICK PEOPLE), whenever I listen to awesome music, may it be trance, rock, or even Sean Gordon!

Yeah so my latest craze is Benjamin. No not someone you know. Front man of the band Breaking Benjamin (yes I know the band is old la, I first heard them with their debut single So Cold le). Yeah anyway, his vocals are insane. I don't care what you think it's insane. It may be cheap metal, I don't care! It's alt-grunge (supposedly) maybe metal rocker wannabes but if you make tunes like that with metal, that's beautiful.






You know a good song when the intro gets your head nodding and fingers tapping. Heh. Anyone know of more tracks like these yes please do spam my cbox with recommendations, cuz I get reEAaAALL high on songs with guitar kills (like during the pre-chorus for this one).

Moving on. It's only less than 6 hours away. Cosmic gate, drum connection, the thrillseekers and DJ phynn. It's been quite awhile since my last rave, time to rawk it harder than ever! O yeah introducing my kaki for the rave, here's a tribute to Edmund aka ZenMaster! Nyeh! YOU DA RAWKER!







Oh and yes another reason why this video was posted is because of the backing track. UPLIFTUS MAXIMUS! For a moment. Megara n his good fren Lee le who else?

you take the breath right out of me. you know you do.

Phaseshift.

February has been a rather pleasing month to me. So pleasant that this post will not involve any pictures XP. This period of less-than-30-days has taught me to feel grateful again for what i have. Oh right, Happy Chinese New Year!

It may sound wrong but going back to Bukit Pelandok this year has kept me smiling throughout my entire trip. Well not all the time. But it's just that reunion feeling that goes beyond happiness. And that feeling is totally indescribable.

PS: To fans of my vacation trips (like the unfinished langkawi post), if there are any, it will quite some time more till i get back to it. Honestly I've been losing the hype to blog. Sorry. Note: Bukit Pelandok is my hometown, it's near Sungai Nipah, the J.E. place? yeah. Thank God that was the past.

However back to this period of time. Due to overstatements and excessive commercials, the 14th of this month can be compared to a piece of shxt labelled 'chocolate'. When I was enlightened by Ms C during EngLit.. I couldn't agree more to Singles' Awareness Day, as well as to question, why the heck do people make such a big fuss about that day, when all it was known for, was a Saint who married people off secretly just so they wouldn't have to shed blood on the battlefield in war?? This is not a broken-hearted helpless romantic screaming for attention, but rather an individualist tearing off that 'chocolate' label of the piece of shxt, allowing its' stench to circulate and eventually bring conscience to those blinded by the media.

Moving on, CNY is up! Attended my first cny church service and it really gives a refreshing feeling! Everytime I get back to Bukit Pelandok a feel this great surge of faith, fire and strength, similar to the hype of praising and worship! Imagine a congregation of less than 40, lifting their hearts solely to Him and bearing witness to such strength in faith reminds me of how bad we want Him and all of it.. God is really magnificent (tell you why soon enough). Oh and as this's the year of the pig, i've been having loads of.. BABI!!! zomg. so much of it. i've had 'zhu du tang' (pork stomache soup), wich has loads of pork... and intestines.. gosh i love it. SO MUCH.

This cny, wit angpaos going on, I have yet to check my blessings this year. All I know is i surrender all that cash to God in contribution to ministrying in music (an electric guitar this year Lord, please =]).

Random thoughts. Ghost rider is really like that piece of sh.. labelled.. you get wha' mean. Aunt's got reunion and housewarming in penang this coming sat.. can't play for uth =( (perhaps He knows it's not my time to play lead..?).. I hope my next post will resume on those wonderful trips.. with lots of pics. I really hope. Right, about why God is so magnificent. Believe or not my cousin has been sharing the gospel with my grandmother for about 1-2 months.. and she's accepted Christ! It's said that the whole of heaven rejoices even when one soul is saved, what more the rest of the earth! Praise God and all glory to Him!!

Scripture to engrave : Jeremiah 29:11


February 14th another day,
how to love a person - infinite ways,
'i love you's on every other day,
isn't it just another phase?

Fear to faith.

Dengan umumnya diistyiharkan bahawa Yap Chee Seng, selaku pelajar HELP University College dengan ID pelajarnya, B600065, telah dikurungkan pada 00:00 pagi 24 Disember 2006. Tarikh untuk pelajar ini dibebaskan daripada hukuman tersebut ialah pada pukul 3:31 petang 23 Januari 2007. Maaf kepada pembaca-pembaca ketul (blog) saya yang tidak bisa Bahasa Melayu.

As of 0000 hrs of 24th December 2006, Yap Chee Seng, a student of HELP University College with his student ID number of B600065 has been sentenced to imprisonment till 1531 hrs of 23rd January 2007. My apologies to my beloved blog-readers who do not comprehend Bahasa Melayu.

Anyhooz can you believe any of this? I didn't at first. But yeah here I am. Grounded. I am blamed. For being irresponsible, not punctual, overly-slacking but that was then and now this is the purpose I am solitarily confined. Anyways. I owe this blog and my beloved blog-readers a post on langkawi. thanks to daddy's sony cybershot =) carl-zeiss baby! but.. it will be awhile more till it gets here.








Freedom is calling.








Perseverance is crucial.








Time is running out.








15 days till it all breaks loose. 15 days and 5 months more and it will ALL be over.



Merry christmas. Happy new year.
Faith will be with us, and no longer fear.

Victim of tag.

Er honestly. I'm not too good at this whole blogging thing. I can't be sure that after being tagged by jon, will someone that I tag, continue to tag another person? Well screw the possibilities, let's get it on with the tag. Oh I can't help but to share a little on REVEL4TION!


28th October 06, A'Famosa Beach Resort - It was the fastest and furiousEST ride ever. We were on the cheez-joseph-sickcycle-720-convertible-iGallop-elantra. No joke. This baby goes up to XXX km/h (disclosed due to parental guidance). Upon leaving KL at 11, the Northern Lights of Revel4tion in A'Famosa could be seen 10 minutes before 12. It was a blast. Baxx. Soul-T. VS!. What more could I ask for? A time extension for the rave. Everyone else wanted it too. It ended at ONE. WHAT KIND OF RAVE ENDS AT ONE TELL ME?! Pfft. Ridiculous. Seriously. Anyhooz. Thanks you bobs out there who entertained me, joseph and james. Really appreciate your mentality and goofness with your UltimateToys lightsabers.. (the video will be up soon for those who wanna know what's going on..). Long story short, chivased, nasikandared, slept, wokeup, kenasamaned, dulaned, chickenriceballed, dulaned, trafficjamed, most importantly, enjoyed. =) Thanks joseph, james and lim =)


BACK TO THE TAG. Sorry about that. Yes. The two of my WORST bad habits.



IRRESPONSIBILITY.

Seriously. Not kidding. This year alone, I've had so many broken promises. What happened to all the nights where I was supposed to go to Riley's with my friends? What about that letter you owe Elisa? And your homework?

These are just a few examples. Now for the inner-self-conflict.

Time to do homework! *sits at the study table*
Mmmh.. I feel a calling.. just a little while.. college homework not much oso..
Yeah.. just awhile.. *HANDS ON THE COMPUTER ALREADY*

2 hours later... tired... zzz
What happened to your work??
Tomorole..
Wei! No tomoro la! Forgot your A-Levels EXTERNAL EXAM RESULTS?
Yesla ma... I rememberla.. this term very easy wan.. sure can..

The truth is. I'm nowhere further than where I left. I have to kick this. Right now there are so many things. FFXII. Raves. Tuesday's Halloween party. There, I did it again. Whatabout that party you agreed to perform for your a-levels? This lackadaisical attitude is eating me. I need to build up a consumption-resistant-skin.. or this might just be the end of the beginning.. of the end.


Oh. Just realised. Self-confidence deficiency.


This is for real. It's not the kind of self-confidence that I don't have within myself, at least I'm proud to be who I am. It's just that.. when I am caught along with some friends who are currently in an argument with someone else, I'm just a bystander. Witness my conscience.

Situation is, james checked into a hotel. he arrived by cab. James and Lim sorry. Me n Joseph came later with a car and parked outside the hotel, which DID NOT OWN THE CAR PARK (which we were not informed of till the next day). slept, 9 am rise n shine.

cheez : hmm.. theres a piece of sumtin on jo's car.. nvm la.. probably some flyer.

this flyer turned out to be a rm30 saman for NOT PUTTING YOUR PARKING TICKET, ON A SUNDAY! this might be normal for you guys, but for tourists.. don't you think it's a little harsh? so we tried negotiating with the uncle pondok who collects MBMB saman pays.. but no use, his rasuah face overwhelmed the theories of law and righteousness. To appeal for a discounted saman, we needed to go to the main office, TOMORO! wtf? WE HAVE A LIFE YOU MALACCAN. Instead, he insisted we ask of the hotel manager to settle our saman. Not the wisest statement.

Friends : We got samaned outside your hotel. Tried to settle with uncle, but 30 is a hefty sum for us, and to appeal could only be done tomoro, otherwise we had to mail it sometime later (troublesome sial =.=). SO he suggested that you help us settle this because he is only a collector..
Lackadaisical Receptionist : (he's a bob btw) Erh.. well you checked in by cab right?
James n Lim : *nods*
LR : Then how I know that you have another friend coming with his car?
Cheez : Look here pal. It was your fault in the first place for not asking if he HAD a car. In a business where customer satisfaction reigns supreme, enquiring the customer to ensure everything is settled should be a priority. You didn't even CONSIDER to take the initiative to ask James IF he has another friend with a car, or at least, IF he will park a car (since you know of the strict parking violations).
Friends : *looks at the idiot with a dulan face*
Lim : can i please speak with your manager?

*The whole scene repeats itself* Note : I did not voice out upon the first debate with the cb receptionist, but rather a weaker version of my italicized phrase (for some reason, which is my inability to boost self-confidence) against the manager.

Still rather disappointed at this hotel - Seri Costa or sumtin liddat. Do me a favour and blacklist it. Anyways, this is just an example of my helplessness. Many other debates have had me bystanding, as well as having my arms folded. Sometimes, we have to do what is right, and fight for the just as well as the law. - Law of Ueki? lol.. anyways, I really wish these two habits could just die.

No pics. But I TAG! THE TWO WORST HABITS YOU HAVE.
Huey
Tsong (if you still read my blog..)
Debz
Jack
Kenneth

Eyes.

Physics test at 1400 hrs - 14/9/06.

Once again I'm striving to focus and gather all my energy to give it all onto my revision. This has probably been the 8436512350093625279490561th time that I attempted to do so and probably failed.

SO. I decided to ask my dad. He's an engineer (why not? Physics A - engineers' pre-requisite) but then my 2nd thoughts clouded my thoughts. *hmm.. what if I get another cheong-hei n winded speech winded like genting highlands liddat..* Nevertheless it was do or die, so 'erm.. '

*Father doesn't even need any sense to know I'm down to ask a question*

"So. Lemme see. What question.." *scans through paper*

'pa wanted to ask you ah..' "which one?" '.. about angular force..'

*Hesitated conversation evolves into our usual debate*
- the debate just comes naturally upon disagreement cuz I just wanna get over with my question and move on, whereas pa always wants to depart more knowledge over to me.. regardless of the question and sometimes regardless of time consumption..

Anyway, fast forward to where I learnt something. I solved my physics questions with his help of course =) got everything done. Then, while I was studying, he came back and started... not paraphrasing but rather emphasizing on the importance of understanding physics.. and the benefits of getting a good lecturer.. and more philosophies..

Through his eyes (as well as his facial expressions), I saw such enthusiasm, passion and the interest as he allows his insight and past experiences to overflow. Sometimes we tend to neglect certain people, be it our family, our relatives, even our friends. Taking things for granted will cause us to be taken for granted as well I believe. I conclude - through the eyes of one, we can see the distinguishable uniqueness of one that could remain a part of our memory.

Thanks pa. =)

Hesitation is not a reason.

Not a reason at all.

Catharsis - "
elimination of a complex by bringing it to consciousness and affording it expression".

In English, it means the breaking down of a complicated matter, by allowing the person affected by the matter to relive the feelings of fear/trauma which caused the complication in order to recover.

I so need it.

It was on your nick so long ago. Too long. Too dumb of me not to notice. Hesistance took me once again. So indecisive to even send you a message... sigh..

See you soon. It's 58 mins left till we celebrate you. Happy birthday. =)

IF I SAY I WANT TO DOESN'T MEAN I'M GOING TO.