updates.

because this blog needs so much more of it.


Okay, the frequency of me blogging has reduce tremendously, and there is a reason. I have a crucial sem. Seriously. Cannot afford to fail a single paper and it doesn't help with a lecturer that comes in on Day 1 to tell you that the passing rate is an average of 50% of the class. I had to disagree with that fact until she started teaching.. help.

It's like her tongue has a mind of its own. Like a u leady to lok? (are u ready to rock?)


Anyways.. if there are still readers out there, this one's for you guys :D

Tysern and ChongX!
NTU McD's.. will never forget the awesome curry sauce *drools.

Wei Jin.Jie.Ping.FrostyN1pples.DeRen
Tao.

Nyatoh.. well at least part of it..
1 in India..1 in UK.. 1 in Tasmania.. The rest of us we still here :D

NNCB/Innit/alotofhomoxualitybrosnsis
WHOLE LOTTA LOVE going on..regardless guy or girl :P

NN Silent Halloween Dance Party
Congrats on your phone dei.

NN Sharing Session @ Italiannies Gardens

Freedom Elite!!
(If you knew what happened just pretend you don't :P)*
*inside joke

Spending Christmas holidays with AFC and ladies at King George's.

Jane's 21st @ Michaelangelo, Solaris

Jason's farewell @ NYNY 1 Utama.

Some people have compact digicams, some have DSLRS, some have bridge cameras, some have camcorders. I don't. But we all have memories that eventually fade. It's our choice to preserve them to remind us of who we once were and who we are today :D Whatever posted today, is only a tip off the iceberg of the many blessings in my life that I'm really thankful for.


PS: Don't look for your picture lah. It's one that will never fade off my mind and my heart :)

i got no crazy pictures of me half body up

2008-09-12 : People were leaving and some were dying. *like me. Dying of lack of fatigue, restlessness, lethargy and insanity. Regardless of such conditions, we still had time. TO EAT :D TOGETHERRR AGAIN! Yeah, it was @ Restaurant Talipon Kelana Jaya (not worth the money.. I heard sunway mentari has steamboat/BBQ like this for only 17 bucks.) which costs 21.80 per person. I think. Nuff said but before that..


Credits go to one of the paling awesome photographers I know in my life - who never ceases to amuse me and impress me at times. A great brother-in-christ, a best friend and a PASSIONATE! notice there wasn't a noun after that word? That's cuz he redefines passionate - as a noun! wait then it should be passionaire..wtvv. You'll know what I mean if you meet him.. and ladies - he's single, available and ubER JOKER WEI.

I present to you, JASON :D

The man who gets his angles right. All the time.
Except maybe when it comes to maths la. I know you hate maths right hahahahaha

Told you he's got all the right angles.
Sharon - my fellow victim-of-a-communist-primary-school

CLAAAAAASSIC. :P

Encik Marcus who recently stumbled upon his new found love..

Diving.
*what were you thinking marc :P you scoring? XP

BRING ME TO TIOMAN AND TAKE ME TO YOUR LEADERR

LEADER = duty free alcohol.

Rachel and Yuhhui who hopped on my crazy waja that night..

bloody health freaks like my mom :P konon la health freaks - a mountain of cockles and clamfish and you trying to act all health conscious hahahahah yh you just lucky we didn't have photographic evidence.

Angles.


Because some people just can't stand being straight.




wtf.

Han Sheng! who came later after classes..
you're getting pretty fluent already man! gambatehh

Can you spot the lalas?
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LALA!!

Sorry I was referring to this pic. LALA!
kiddin k ahahah



Somehow our pics were getting kinda messed up towards later in the night..

Yuhhui you contesting for America's Next Top HAND Model ah.

FAIL.

:P

Just to prove that we were having STEAMboat.
o man bad pun.

Just because I'm smiling in this pic.

And because you're puffing like a pufferfish Jason hahahaha.

Also because Marcus is...

Marcus! wtf ahAHah

Goodbye Yuhhui.. T.T I hope the dinner was disturbing enough in terms of wellness to prepare your bowels for Manipal.. Have a great and safe trip.. this post definitely goes out to you my fellow tries-so-hard-to-be-lame-queen HAHAAHHA XP

But seriously, we'll really gonna miss you


:/
(emoticon at max size to emphasize)

Come back and show us how curry is REALLY done k? :D

PS: Fine it's not the last time I'm wearing that pink shirt of mine. dam comfortable okay!

random.rants

I'm sure you can tell from the post title I'm slowly returning to my roots.. the source of glass.heart.. the emo-ness. Sigh. I really don't want to. Why is this happening?


To be honest these 3-4 years have probably been the most vibrant ones for me.. and though I know they will only get more vibrant.. I can't help but look back at them.





and tear?





tear apart my conscience and my sanity perhaps.. or just tear cuz I can't handle it? You know there's just so many emotions involved - I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHERE TO START!

Is it because finals is tomorrow?

Is it? Or is it because I'm missing something or someone - yet I know where to find it.

Does it have anything to do with girl stuff? - Kege (hahahha good one laa.. funny how guys get emo when it comes to girls - see not ALL guys are blockheads)







Almost wanted to dig up all the old photos from friendster AND facebook and just.. start a walk down memory lane.










Maybe I didn't have the balls to do it.











I'm afraid I couldn't stop.











No.

I'm afraid I can't even start.

I really hope it's the exam stress thats piling on me..













but then again i f&#@ing miss you guys. so much.

Fact of the day: You were my muse and we both didn't know it. I didn't realise that the songs were only sung whenever you were here.

But even with you here - they'll never be sung again, ever.

you'll see them someday

I thought I could use a little reality check and the world could use a little update coming from my side of the earth..

Just completed my G-Clamp and the report..it's been an 8-week project and thank God we're over with.. and there's a maths test next week which I'm so unprepared for.


Sigh. they're leaving. again.


it really sucks to know the greatest things in life last for the shortest time ever.

just got down the hill with Chong and gang.. updates coming up soon..

and I swear it was the time of my life.


going somewhere far. getting away from it all. why does it feel SO good?
seriously why why why. I need to know.
spending great time with friends - both old and new.


perhaps that's the life I really want.

I miss it all :/

GPS

Wooooiiiii fakerrr how you know KL like I know my name wan!! Yes this post goes out to you Tsong. And you wouldn't want to know the aftermath of the chilli we had at the beef ball stall in Alor.

"... as long as we still have fun whenever we go outla.. don care close or not.. if you're not so conscious about how long you've been away from each other, then only will you realise how close you still are =D"

Stop thinking. Don't stop to stop and stare. Just move along.

And the off-the-top-cheeziness-award goes to...

Brethren.

Lol my hair really sucks in that picture. This was PD early this year after our 2nd externals. Yet to blog about it, doubt I will have the patience to wait for Blogger's uber-slow photo uploading service anyway. This picture probably holds more value than loads of the emo pics I took during the trip, since a picture is worth a thousand words (more than that actually).

This is a tribute to you Loong! Bluddy Kermit. Kinda disappointing to hear that you won't be coming back to KL again. Redang was really great. The only thing better than that is meeting up again in the near 2-3 years perhaps?


There's actually a similarity within the 3 pictures through which I realised, that though some of us may not always be in these 2d-frames, they're actually closer to us than we think. (sorry I had to be cheesy, wouldn't bring out the reminiscence if I didnt.) Here's to a great 3/2 years of A-Levels!

Reminisce.

It's been about a few weeks since I thought of where I was 1 year back, 2 years back, 3 years.. but when I looked at my brother playing with my ancient playtoy.. it projected a reflection of the past, when I was still in primary school. The times where life was filled with freedom, happiness, love and joy.

I saw myself again at the tuition centre. Alan, Kok Joo, Huey, Jie Wei... the list would go on.. but my memory bank is currently overdrafting. We'd eat and drink and laugh during class.. regardless of whatever the teacher was teaching. This.. playtoy, which *quotes Chee Hong* is something to be proud of, knitted some of my friendship bonds as well as our relationship as siblings very closely.

The Nintendo GAMEBOY! Owh my gosh I could've sworn this was like the foosball, the DOTA, the paintball, the manga and the crocs of our primary school times! Thanks for holding it up Chee Hong.. you can put it down now.. And how many of us were stuck on to...

Pokemon RED! Best-est game ever! I remember my save file being overwritten by jie wei's new one... ARGHHH MY CHARIZARD T.T NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO..

This brings back lots of good times and great memories. Specially dedicated to -H- =). You're never alone even if you're overseas mate. Take care!

I am a victim of rapid hope-loss. Seriously.

It's late now. Just got done with a ball game which was rather amusing as usual =). It's after 12 when my brain gets hyper while my body is getting more deficient..
Ever wondered how your brain can take your current state onto a huge trip down memory lane so easily? It's not difficult. Personally, I self-feed a emotional playlist.

Right now my fingers are glued to the keyboard. Supposed to be waiting for Nelson to be on so I could support his online game character. Too many thoughts are running through the heavy traffic street of my brain. Kinda reminds me of the Heineken ad, where the dude sees the city around him turn classic.

I have so much in my head right now I feel the need to write a song. Now the only difference is there's no muse. Songwriting has never been so.. empty. Neither has it been for other parts of my life.

Departure. I wonder. How much does a person's presence affect their friends? You see the different categories in different eyes.
You get people - "=/ Hey I'm really gonna miss you, hope to see you soon! Come back quick!!" Then there's the - "Safe trip, hope you travel safe and all the best in your future.."
Also... " Sorry I couldn't be there to wish you personally.."
As well as all the texts... oh those not-to-forget **HUGZZ**
In the end, are these people really close to each other connected by a friendship bond? And what level of friendship are we looking at here?

It hurts to see even your everyday friend that you joke with walk out of your life, never knowing when he/she might be back. It hurts more if you share a childhood with that person. It could hurt even more if you had the above as well as feelings of affection for the departee.

Well. Personally, I think, it's the thought that counts most. Would give the runner-up to sincerity. And the 3rd place to effort. Nevertheless, it hurts to see a friend leave, and being unsure of when he/she might return...

This is a post dedicated to some of my friends who have left the country as well as those who might leave soon.. A little shout out to you guys out there - **I wish I could be where you are right now and I wish you could be where I am right now, as friends we were, as friends we will still be. Here's to all the good times we had and those that are yet to come.

** - To: Jane, Chai Ying, Alan, Victor Bu, Elisa, Chu Xiang, Mun Yee, Yi Kinn, Joan, Joyce, Eugene, Aik Oui and Huey! (Please forgive me if I excluded anyone here, it was honestly not intentional. It's just after 1. My consciousness depreciates.)

Warmest regards,

Chee Seng!

I'm blogging. Yes. Cheez. People have probably known me well for being a great procrastinator, as well as one who can never keep his consistency. That might just change after this blog (I hope) =) Well it IS a new year after all, and what a great chance it is for me to turn over some new leaves. Not easy to find trees with turnable leaves nowadays actually. OkAYY... off with the lameness.


Anyway, since 2006 began, much has happened and I'm rather affected by this huge sudden wave of depression, which cocincedentally hits ONLY most of the SMKDU students. Talk about coincedence huh? Yeah so this huge day-after-tomorrow-tidal-wave-of-nostalgia-and-depression slaps us hard in the face and says " Hey, you ain't never gonna see each other. Ever. Again. Better say 'I love you... =P'".


Doesn't sound sucky as it seems, eh?


It hurts more to see the ones you love being hurt. Think about it.


People come and people go. Everyone's like leaving for somewhere and everyone else who isn't, has their hearts leaving them. Just a pain in the ass man. You never know what you've got till it's gone - words of wisdom, words of pain too =/ It just stinks when you've got your friends who you're so close to.. going away.. and you ain't NEVER gonna see them. NEVER. Again.


Well, putting aside nostalgia.. and what took us by sudden notice... College isn't half bad. I got to know some people, and learnt a very important lesson.


DO NOT judge a book by it's cover. I'm serious.

Told you not to judge a book by its cover. =.=

The people you meet in college are just splendid. You get this young, innocent dude, kinda shy.. He laughs at a few jokes I crack, kay, Then Cheng Wei and Edwin joined in. Mind you, we were in Maths class, trying to survive the boredom warfare.

Few days later, when I was with the same dude, his name's Dragon by the way, yeah, the firey one. Not those in your pants. I could rot to death just trying 2 understand what my Practical Physics Lecturer was mumbling. Then Dragon comes up to me and says, "Hey you watch comedians? Pablo Francesco?", then this brainwave hits me straight in the face, which caused a spontaneous response - "Oh no, Russel?" And Dragon goes hysterical, laughing. The next 15 minutes were like "OMG! !XOBILE!"

"Ryan, do the dishes." "(@*#_@)! you dad!!"

"I love punani.."

Oh great. There's some great fate and chemistry working right here pal. THIS IS ABSURD! It's college! Talk about turning over a new leaf?! I gotta burn down my whole estate of trees of lamenesses... and then excavate my whole land of stupidity and extreme humour..

Well, I'm just glad it's all good. Friends still hang a lot with you. Love all the fellowships.. Mamak and all. Can't deny the slight existence of bliss within the nostalgia..

This is once again, my 1st post, a new beginning, to road ahead onto nowhere. Till further updates then. Need sleep. Whole body aches from basketball..

Song Craving: Blink 182 - Stay Together For The Kids