stuck

like what I am now. like my fingers onto my keyboard. like my eyes unto this idiot box.

stuck is me wandering around only to realise that I'm back at square one.

For some reason I have just spent the half an hour in front of my own blog, not even considering to blog (but thank God here I am doing it right now). What is this momentary idleness? Building castles in the air, being in 7th heaven, riding your ponies, counting your sheeps - daydreaming (wait sheep counting is sleeping..).

Anyway, what a funny feeling or moment or whateverjazzitmaybe. Though there's a negative feel within right now..

forget it.whyisitalwaysyourresponsibility.whoseisitthen.youshouldknowbetter.