i hope its an epiphany

Not an epiphone.


Haha shocked leh to see me blogging again. I'm pretty shocked too.
What's more important though, is why I'm still doing this. There are many reasons.. but on top of the list would be you. :) To the other readers, don't perasan! Only she will get it - yeah you guys out there, I'm straight just for the record ._.

Having read a few blogs, maybe I have been affected or influenced.. it's no surprise since the three biggest things that influence you in life are what you read, what you see and who you mix with. And to have realised I'm infected, I mean, affected - isn't quite enough, I have to fix this.

Affected with what? Okay. Imagine

You're watching any musical. ANY. Unless you hate music or you have disabilities, it's almost impossible for you to NOT tap your feet, feel like moving and grooving to the tunes of the musical. I don't think it's the butterfly effect - maybe it's the optical effect.. since what you see is what you want to do.

My point is. This year - nope, this day - shall be pinned. and 365 days from now I'll come back and realise for ONCE, what I say - will actually be done.

No it's not resolutions for the new year. It's just a bad habit I need to kick, if I ever want things to fall back into place.

So 365 days of war. It won't be easy. And I hope if you're still reading, thanks -
please remind me.
to finish whatever you begin with.
to close whatever you open.
to see and seize every chance.
to experience.
and to love what you do :)


Pretty much like gravity.. a little push perhaps?

Less bs, more action - time for war against the nation

procrastiNATION.

i will not forget

It's not a full post. I BLAME IT ALL ON BLOGGER.


Seriously, how ironic it is that it only fails when I update...

:)

I'm just so glad you're here :)

I’m Going Silent this Halloween with Nokia XpressMusic

WOOOOOOT ANOTHER PARTYYY!! Nuffnang and Nokia presents XpressMusic Silent Halloween party happening at Borneo Baruk Club this coming 1st November!

Actually I'm really excited to know what they mean by a silent party (yes you defined it but will it work?).. anyways, I'll leave your imagination to wander now..

problem is.. what to wear?


*sounded like a girl for awhile there..



Yeah seriously. What to wear wei.




*thinks hard..



hmm okay gotta be special, gotta stand out from the crowd.. CANNOT BE LAME (I RECALL COMING TO AN ANIMAL COSTUME PARTY DRESSED UP AS A *PEN-THER* *dies of lameness helpp).. yeah. so.. okay checklist!

nop. hair not long enough.

err.. you think I still look like that ar?

no. please. half the club will be filled with these jokers.
forgive the pun :P

WTF dam random.
though I don't know which is scarier.. the one on the left or..

*pukes

AHA. there's an idea!

Dam wei. anyone know where I can get this in Malaysia?
there's just something about masks.. I might just go and find the mask.
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LOL not THIS mask.

oh yeah this is cool too.. but again.. cliched.. like the jokers..

*also heard that its not cheap to get one of these..

... yeah. I thought so too.

So er.. okay I think I'll come in a mask if I can get one..

little sneak previews for those who love trailers..

:)

Obviously to a certain point I would love to win the You-Made-Us-Pee-Our-Pants Award and the I-Want-My-Mommy Award! My bro could really use a music phone cuz we don't own mp3 players.. and he uses them to drum.. hmmm.. but honestly out of so many people I know.. I think I know who deserves to win it - even before seeing them in their costume.

Yeap! Some of you know her too :D

BADA55 TOMATO DEMON

okay I made that up. but Jess - you rock la really, I haven't seen a creepier costume than yours wei. maybe I'm just not that a creepy person after all.

...on second thought I should just come as myself.












But seriouslyla. I think this person would so win both the awards lor.

The You-Made-Us-Pee-Our-Pants Award and the I-Want-My-Mommy Award goes to!

CUT YOUR ADS THEN YOU KNOW!

PS: Bro please don't cut my ads. please X.x

kid? no. teen? no. adult? no.

Yeah that's the treatment you get at this age.. but age is really mind over matter.. if you don't mind, it doesn't matter! lol yeah so cheezy, but I'll never forget Jinn of KWFC who indirectly taught me that..






I'm in an awfully awkward position actually. I have freedom. I don't have money. I have a job (sort of). I don't have time. I have holidays. I don't have a great time holiday-ing.





Ironically maybe my age is catching up haha.. I'm too old to be a kid or even a teen, yet too young to be an adult. They couldn't put us anywhere - the big two Oh, people :D It IS definitely the year to do everything you wanted to - as a kid, as a teen and as an adult. (not really adultla since you have a long way to go as an adult)













Anyways.. my main point is.








Ven,

I can't thank you enough for what you've done for me :D Truly, I'm really speechless. everytime. Doesn't matter if it's a simple gift - may it be materialised or not.. words just don't cut it.. when it comes to what you do for me :) I really love you so much. Thank you for making this 20th - a day I'll always remember :D

You're the perfect gift to me :) presents don't even come close.

update update update

So this is what it's like to be free...



LOL as if.

But seriously this freedom rocks so much stone and pebbles don't even compare wth.. ._.

Anyways. Can't stop thanking God for so many things that have happened lately.. Proverbs 3:5 n 3:6.. Here's some pictures, thanks to Chris - such an awesome bro! :X Thanks for the movie tickets again!



28th Sept - Buka puasa with Nuffnangers!

..featuring the lady who actually won something for stuffing TEN tomatoes into her mouth!

Anis a.k.a Diese

Nuffnangers who were punctual unlike me :P
L to R : Chris, Yee Hou, Anis, Sherry, Zoe, Teck Weng

Group photo!
oh on the right of Anis are her siblings btw.

Why the heck are we bending our necks forward lol..

Girls just wanna have fun..
Diese, Sherry and Zoe

The gay infamous Yee Hou :P
DONT CUT MY ADS PLEASEEE X.X

Pancakes for dinner cuz I was late.
Mom I know you will so disapprove - but it was actually dam filling lor.

Notice how Anis just KNOWS she's in the picture..

www.squeezingtomato.com

30 Sept - Nuffnang's House Bunny Screening @ Cineleisure Damansara!

Somehow.. this was the only pic from the fish market that Chris gave me..
L to R: Chris, me, EV

Nuffnangers again!
L to R: Cheez, Chris, Cathy, Sherry, EV, Zoe, Wilson, Karena and Ren!

Crazy UTAR girl Cathy :P

There are some more pics that I've yet to obtain.. so be sure to check back on this space.. some of them include pics taken with Debra, Tysern and Ee Fei!


PS: YES I OWE YOU THAT TAG DEARR!! X.X and my singapore trip that's uber uber belated.. 200 OVER PICS OKAY! NOT EASYY.. nvm.. chill.. patience is a virtue.. RIGHT.

that's all for now ppl~ cheers

grace reminds me

Tsk. Some peoplleee.. Supposed to study but go and do tag ._.

And SOME PEOPLE SUPPOSED TO SLEEP BUT COULDN'T STOP UNTIL THIS WAS DONE. HELP.

*OMG ITS DONE. *sleeps

1.Where did you kiss the last person you kissed?
Rooftop Garden at her place.

2 .What’s the greatest thing that happened to you today?
Webcam date with my girl (:

3. How many TRUE best friends do you have?
About 5-10. They know who they are :)

4.Would you rather get up early or sleep in?
Obviously sleep in LOL

5.Tell me about the shirt you’re wearing?
Singapore is a FINE city (yes dear it's that shirt again :P)

6. What are you excited about right now?
My girl heading up KL in Oct.

7. Would you rather smile over a lie or cry over the truth?
Can I cry over a lie or smile over the truth? wth ._. No seriously, I'd cry over the truth.

8. What’s on your bedroom floor right now?
My amp, toilet rug, cousin's mattress lol.

9. Who’s the last person you got into a argument with?
I seriously can't remember. Not the type who does anyway.

10. Do you trust people?
Definitely, her :) and my best friends.

11. If you could move away, no questions asked, where would you move?
Europe!

12. Your favorite number?
I don't have a particular one - but it's gotta be 21 LOL *

13. Could you go a day without eating?
Yup.

14. How much do looks matter to you in a guy/girl?
A lot less than who she really is.

15. Do you like anybody right now?
My girl (: Wait scratch that - I love her :P

16. When was the last time you had your hair cut?
Before my finals I think.. I could use one now..

17. Would you rather be mad or sad?
Neither.

18. Does it take a lot to make you cry?
Define a lot. No, not much actually. Compared to most guys la.

19. Whats the best feeling in the world?
Love (:

20.Are you close with your mom?
You bet.

21. Are your parents strict?
I might get chopped by them if I don't say no - LOL what do you think? actually they are.

22. Do you tell your parents everything?
Nope.

23. Name some fears you have:
Clowns, twisted stories, horror stuff bout mirrors, 369 LOL

24. Does the thought of marriage scare you?
No hahah I don't really see why is it scary. If you made the wrong choice that's your own responsibility for a scary ending LOL.

25. How many kids do you want?
At least two - but I'd like three :P

26. What’s your favorite season?
Winter since we don't get it often

27. What’s your favorite color to wear?
White

28. Who was the last person in your bedroom?
Bro

29. What did you do today?
Webcam date, jamming and blitzone sessions.

30. Do you get bored easily?
Of what?! Dam subjective la this question LOL FULL QUESTIONS NEXT TIME PLEASE.

31. Are you in love?
Yup.

32. Did you ever want to change your name when you were younger?
Nop lol for what!

33. Do you wish you were famous?
Nope.

34. Do you make a wish at 11:11?
No I stare at the time and go "OMG DAM COOL WEII" *even cooler on 11 November 2011.

35. When you go to the beach do you swim or lay out more?
Swimmm..lay out.. wtf. DO YOU ACTUALLY NOTICE SUCH PETTY THINGS ._.

36. Who’s the last text message you received from and what did it say?
From herr~ lots of bedtime wishes.. and she asked me to sleep early heh.

37. What are you freakishly obsessed with?
Music

38. What’s your favorite song at the moment?
Everything Is Beautiful by Starfield

39. Do you like going to the mall to shop or just shopping online?
Both - depends on what I need to get.

40.Can music affect your mood?
Definitely.

41. What piercings do you want?
None.

42.Have you ever been in a cave?
A few lol. Forgot them names.

43.Ever eaten a bug?
YAH THANKS FOR THE BUG FROM CAMBODIA JASONN :D

44. When will you hang out with the person you last kissed next?
When she heads up in Oct (:

45. Are you in a good mood?
YUppp. Uh oh I think sleeping will be a problem here.. wait no it wont.. I'm so tired just doing this TAGGG

46. Would you rather skydive or bungee jump?
Skydive :D

47. Do you like snakes?
I think they're cool but I don't really like them lol.

48. What’s one place you would like to visit?
IBIZA

49. Do you like waffles?
YES ESPECIALLY TAMAN JAYA LRT A&W WAFFLES.

50. Does the number 23 have any significance to you?
LOL DAM RANDOM. Prime number la wth.

51. Be honest, do you like people in general?
Yupp :D

52. What color are the walls in your bedroom?
White

53. Do you think starbucks is expensive?
Nope it's just not worth it. LOL

54. Are you named after a family member?
Nope.

55. Say you were given a drug test right now, would you pass or fail?
Passs (: wait fail - she's the only drug I'm on ><

56. Wanting to tell someone something?
Yupp

57. Last restaurant you went to?
McDonald's @ Amcorp

58. What is the weather like today?
Sunny till late afternoon, then it rained, and stopped.

59. What happened yesterday?
I learnt that wholesale clothes actually look good!

60. What would you do with five million dollars?
Save or invest the 4 mil.. and head to SG n pick her and for ONCE - ignoring the currency conversion rate while shopping :)

61. How many hours did you sleep last night?
About 7

62. Any upcoming concerts you want to attend?
TASTE OF CHAOS AND RUSSEL PETERS! RAWR

63. Who’s the last person that you felt was stalking you?
Dono.

64. Are you Straight Or The other way?
Straight.

65. Have you cried today?
Nope

66. Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?
I don't think - I know so (:

67. Does it annoy you when someone says they’ll call, but never do?
In Malaysia n SG this is called FFK or PPK - fong fei kei or pang puay ki :P OBV IT ANNOYS LA ._.

68. What did you dress up as for Halloween?
Never dressed up for Halloween before.

69. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Yeah.

70. What are you currently doing?
This la what else lol

71. If money was no object, what car would you drive?
THE NEW SKYLINE GTR PLEASEE.

72.Last song played on your itunes?
None. CUZ I DON'T USE ITUNES LOL ._.

73.What did you do for your last birthday?
Celebrating it with her (: It's my LAST birthday anyway (in advance :P)

74.How many pairs of shoes do you have?
I lost count after 5

75.What’s your dream job?
Own a company by musicians for musicians to improve the local music scene

76.What kind of laptop do you have?
I don't own 1

77.Favorite subject in school?
Chem (yes I'm THAT SAD)

78.State you most want to visit?
Melbourne/Victoria

79.5 people You're tagging to do this Quiz.
Adikku SLEPIN
JACKK (you dam long never blog d lor)
JS (thank me for the millions of people that will view your blog :P)
CHRIS (cuz I know you check my blog out :D)
DEB (Deb FONG I HAS NOT HEARD FROM U LONG TIMESS!)

the webcam will be your new best friend.

I quote Abby who quoted Steph :D




It wasn't just a trip down Singapore..













it's something you engrave on that chip inside your head. I met new friends, caught up with old ones, partied with crazy ones -










and met my special one..













I only wish that the trip were longer. and that these memories remain forever.










I know I'm a forgetful person.

that's why I keep pictures.
to-dos.
reminders.
messages.

all yours.

to remind me of you.



love. lots of it dear.

Queenstown Love

I'm just so tired I don't know where to begin wei..

Look out for this space.. I'm currently transferring 91MB worth of pictures. I hope it'll be good, but these pics are from Terry and Tysern.. so it'll don't expect pics that I took cuz I was just camera-lly deprived.



Just got back from the mamma mia movie.. and the funny thing is.. I kinda thought it was pretty good! A lot better than I expected (though Pierce Brosnan really sucks in this flick) - with all the ABBA tracks in this movie, it's a must-go for any die hard ABBA fan out there.


Oh and erh.. wah a bit full though - just had 'the best nasi lemak' at PJ indomee near Shell, old DUMC area.. Yes it was awesome, definitely worth the money - and yes Abby, I won't take so much heaty stuff k~ Just this fried chicken and sambal :P


Still restless as ever.. my biological clock is messed up, thoughts as well, is my life going to follow suit..?



Abby: We're clapping now and I'm really really glad about it :D unless u wanna use your hand and slap me la wtf. LOL. I'll post more about SG when I've the pics and when I'm a bit more sober.. just so restless X.X I seriously can't wait for October. Kinda sg-sick already :/ come quick before the sickness gets worst :/

i got no crazy pictures of me half body up

2008-09-12 : People were leaving and some were dying. *like me. Dying of lack of fatigue, restlessness, lethargy and insanity. Regardless of such conditions, we still had time. TO EAT :D TOGETHERRR AGAIN! Yeah, it was @ Restaurant Talipon Kelana Jaya (not worth the money.. I heard sunway mentari has steamboat/BBQ like this for only 17 bucks.) which costs 21.80 per person. I think. Nuff said but before that..


Credits go to one of the paling awesome photographers I know in my life - who never ceases to amuse me and impress me at times. A great brother-in-christ, a best friend and a PASSIONATE! notice there wasn't a noun after that word? That's cuz he redefines passionate - as a noun! wait then it should be passionaire..wtvv. You'll know what I mean if you meet him.. and ladies - he's single, available and ubER JOKER WEI.

I present to you, JASON :D

The man who gets his angles right. All the time.
Except maybe when it comes to maths la. I know you hate maths right hahahahaha

Told you he's got all the right angles.
Sharon - my fellow victim-of-a-communist-primary-school

CLAAAAAASSIC. :P

Encik Marcus who recently stumbled upon his new found love..

Diving.
*what were you thinking marc :P you scoring? XP

BRING ME TO TIOMAN AND TAKE ME TO YOUR LEADERR

LEADER = duty free alcohol.

Rachel and Yuhhui who hopped on my crazy waja that night..

bloody health freaks like my mom :P konon la health freaks - a mountain of cockles and clamfish and you trying to act all health conscious hahahahah yh you just lucky we didn't have photographic evidence.

Angles.


Because some people just can't stand being straight.




wtf.

Han Sheng! who came later after classes..
you're getting pretty fluent already man! gambatehh

Can you spot the lalas?
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LALA!!

Sorry I was referring to this pic. LALA!
kiddin k ahahah



Somehow our pics were getting kinda messed up towards later in the night..

Yuhhui you contesting for America's Next Top HAND Model ah.

FAIL.

:P

Just to prove that we were having STEAMboat.
o man bad pun.

Just because I'm smiling in this pic.

And because you're puffing like a pufferfish Jason hahahaha.

Also because Marcus is...

Marcus! wtf ahAHah

Goodbye Yuhhui.. T.T I hope the dinner was disturbing enough in terms of wellness to prepare your bowels for Manipal.. Have a great and safe trip.. this post definitely goes out to you my fellow tries-so-hard-to-be-lame-queen HAHAAHHA XP

But seriously, we'll really gonna miss you


:/
(emoticon at max size to emphasize)

Come back and show us how curry is REALLY done k? :D

PS: Fine it's not the last time I'm wearing that pink shirt of mine. dam comfortable okay!