-Ashley Parker Angel-

Last week I heard this wicked track being played on the radio, well actually I think it's wicked cuz it's got a beat and vocals that sound yellowcard-ish, fast punky riffs and a great bass to it. The only difference is there's no violin in this track.

It all happened when we went to AC one day... or was it William's... nah anyway.. was driving and suddenly..

Radio : And we'll back after this new one, Ashley Parker Angel. *drums intro kicks in*

Me : *inspired by the beat and loud bass* *ponders* woosh nice song... wonder who sang it though..

After some time... arrived at wherever we were supposed to be..

Edwin : Eh just now that song.. quite nice ah.. who sang it?

Me : The drums like yellowcard and the singer like yellowcard a bit one right?

Edwin : Ya ya ya

Me : Umm.. dunola.. the radio dood said Ashley Parker - Angel I think.. (Ashley Parker's a girl right... where got guy's voice 1...)

Few days later, due to missing the stimmage of the song... I decided to look it up.. and download it.. as a result, I made a few conclusions...

1. Ashley Parker is a GUY. Not a girl.
2. Ashley Parker Angel is a SOLO ARTIST. Not a band.
3. Ashley Parker Angel's new single is Let U Go. (Not Ashley Parker - Angel) =.=
4. Ashley Parker Angel was formerly a member of the well-known boy band, O-Town (No0o0o0o0o0o0o0o how can I like a song from an ex-boyband dude....)
5. I still like this track ----> Ashley Parker Angel - Let U Go.

Therefore, I decided to post this up.

Ashley Parker Angel - Let U Go

Broken promises

but you don't really mind

It's not the first time

and you know it

don't you know

Tell me why it is

you only smile inside

But when you break me

into nothing

don't you know

It's not like

I haven't tried

over and over again

Stupid fights,

wrong or right

Goodbye

[Chorus]

I remember when

you came with me that night

We said forever,

that you would never

let me go

Here I am again

with nothing left inside

Know I don't wanna

but I gotta

let you go

You're the one mistake

I really didn't mind

So beautiful, un-

merciful

It took me down

Too little and too late

Now I know your kind

You fake it easy

just to please me

Don't you know

It's not like

we haven't tried

over and over again

Sleepless nights,

wrong or right

Goodbye

[Chorus]

I gotta let you go

It's you

There's nothing I can do

[Chorus]

I guess this is what it's like, when someone lets you go.

Once there was Riley's... then there was AC... now.. coming to a cinema near you.. RC!!

Another foos article?!?!?! Just sick of it. just sick of it. Yeah I get quite sick when I spend more than 2 hours playing foos... The smoothest tables ever, and I'm referring to tables, not desks. Yes, the smoothest tables ever in my opnion actually, so don't blame me if you found a place with smoother tables... your tables are probably made out of ice... or the maintainer probably greases the tablefloor and practically every inch of the table.. or maybe the table is probably made out of eel skin... so that its as slippery as an eel! *lame drum roll* nola.. its probably made out of slippers... thats y its so SLIPERRY.. urgh. my intelligence. Sorry sorry.

And for the non-foosers.. yes, you, sorry I got you lost with the abbreviations. Riley's is no abbreviation but it's a rather nice place to foos at... if you know William's, you'd know Riley's too. Then AC, is otherwised known as Asia Club, right above Asia Cafe.. this is the taylor-ians' notorious hideout... where villains such as Mr.Freeze Foos, Poison Ivy and Penguin Pool, Two-Face with his cigarettes, and Joker with his.... lame jokes! I did not just say that. Yes. Anyway, then there's rack cafe. Somewhere on earth. You look for it. I'm getting too descriptive here.

Anyways, since the last post... I've cut my hair... it's... beyond shortness.. well not bald, but my old-skool spikey hair.. People often relate haircuts or shaving as a renewal, like how people shave their head bald for religious purposes? I do hope this new, I mean new-old-haircut of mine.. might actually bring about some improvements in my stuides.

That's all for now. Oh yeah. For any ravers, shufflers reading this post, expect a rave event in HELP sometime in June or August. The venue is to be confirmed, and so are the other details. Cheers!

sigh... goodbye sweet long hair o' mine.. *sobs*

Song Craving : DJ Dean - Music Is My Life (Dave Joy Remix)

HELP University College, Pusat Bandar Damansara - On the 26th of April, 3 college students were found guilty of excessive consumption of the following illegal products : 3-Men Morphine, Push n' Pull Procaine, Snake Steroids and Tic-tac Ganjas. These 3 college students, currently studying in HELP University College were found helplessly fidgeting their wrists in trance.

"SnarrKehhh.. snarkehhh..."

Yes, the foosball epidemic has hit us. Me, Tsong, Edwin AND VAL =P. I told myself NEVER NEVER NEVER to get addicted over it. What happen now.. =.= SEE KEN?! SEE KEN?! I TOLD YOU NOT TO GET ME STARTED... but you know ah.. u do the shadowless pump shot, and den a...

Argh... it's college holidays, and we are spending at least 1 hour per day in the Department of Student Affairs (DSA) to FOOSSS!! WOOOOO!! But after awhile it gets sick, so we pool, and then FOOOSSSSS!!!

Okay. I've got to stop. Exams are in two weeks. At least it'll soon be over. Just wait. Just you wait you June and August holidays...

Anyways... got my phats... costed RM1XX... aint telling u de real price... here are videos.. of me phat shuffle! CHerrio! Here's to STUDY SLAVERY!




Song Craving - Ganjaguru - Deadbeat

YEAH MAN!

Wooh. I'm back.. after a long... streak of... outdooring... ugh... finally.. some time to chill out in front of my lil' bloggie n rant =) Well... it's not ALL about ranting.. so fun man... I mean.. about what happened since the last entry..

SPM Results... wasn't as devastating as it seemed... another I-didnt-work-hard-enough-for-this-exam feeling... but anyhows... I'm not that disappointed... rather contented.. =) the screwed up thing was that I was freaking ill even before receiving my SPM results... and my body was not recovered till the upcoming Saturday. I was worried. It's Tiesto. Tiesto. Tiesto. *echoes* yea. Tiesto.

OMG LIKE TIESTO, HOW DO I STAY TILL 3 AM IN THE MORNING MAN?! My parents actually scream their heads off when i come home like 12 =.= they restrict me from sleeping over at others' and NOW TIESTO?! gotta be joking pal. beyond their wildest imaginations. Well this kid ain't lettin' this stop him. He be groovin wit de beats. Of. Ties-To.

So my solution was, "Mom, can I sleep over at cousin's place near Sepang after the concert? =P I mean... it'll be so troublesome for me to take a bus from KLIA to Jalan Duta and have you guys fetch me from the station at what, 1130-12ish?!" *Mom ponders awhile* "Okay. BUT JUST BECAUSE YOUR COUSIN IS FETCHING YOU IT DOES NOT MEAN YOU SAN GAN PUN YUET ONI GO HOME AR!" "yes mom =D"

And there it went on... =) The night. Was neverending. Never. All you heard was. Bass. Bass. Bass. Bass. Bass. Bass. Bass. Bass. Acid. Acid. Acid. Acid. Acid. Acid. Garam. Garam. Garam. OKAY SORRY I HAD TO LAME AWHILE. =/ Okay as I was saying... the event kicked off wit Derb & Drum Connection showing off wit their electric saws... they actually SAW metal pipes to make that buzz effect! LIKE OMG! Then this local DJ, I think, he was called DJ Milk (well I ASSUME it's milk cuz he was wearing a MiLk T-shirt man!).

So yada yada yada milk goes off, then u get this whole... TIESTO.. TIESTO.. TIESTO.. TIESTO chant... and then u see... the huge LCDs go... 10 beep 9 beep 8 beep 7 beep 6 beep 5 beep 4 beep 3 beep 2 beep 1 beep 0 black. *some trance effects play* BASS BASS BASS BASS LIKE OMG... and u actually see fireworks... n it just got better on and on... and of course... ended with Traffic... u can't get enough of it... and OMG BLAZING FIREBALL FIREWORKS!! =D Never before seen in my life... honestly... prettier than Merdeka ones =) prolly cuz my 1st time seeing huge fireball ones...

Anyway down wit Tiesto and on wit my voyage in search of phats... current status : idle. Yes. On hold lol. Life is. Okay. Electric Guitar is COMING IN BABY!!! YEAHH!!!! And ooohhh finally serving in church for Holy Communion! =) This is the chill time... yet this is the stress time... thanks to Kanala... wtf... can't understand your BLUDDY HESS LAWLA!!! SAVE IT FOR SUM OTHER CHEMIST! I can't take it... =/

Gah... be back soon... this is a rather dull post... o well.. the other nice ones will fill the space =)

Song Craving : Fall Out Boy - Dance Dance

Argh... how do I live with a limping streamyx connection... stupid... can't even play blue properly... sienz.. anyway.. just decided to throw in this last message before... it ends.

It was nice knowing all of you guys, my friends out there... Here's to the last few moments of happiness..

Song Craving : Everytime We Touch - Cascada

Within 10-11 hours more... zZzzZzz

Another day without college... Hee hee I just realised what the word LIBERTY meant. And OH OH OH YEAAAAAAAAA I FINALLY passed my road test!! =) I know, I could've passed on my first try... but you know, there are such things as mean-man-eating-sadistic-AND-NOT-TO-MENTION-CB road testers... yeah... so thank goodness I got this nice dude this morning, though i got yelled at for... stalling a bus lane ahahha... who wouldnt huh?

For those who have not sat for their road test, or those who are going to, here's a few unofficial tips...

1: make sure you are comfortable before hitting the road (loosen urself. seriously helps a lot.)
2: make sure the road tester is comfortable before hitting the road as well as throughout the whole trip.
3: DO THE RIGHT THING. u noe what i mean. checkup before leaving... 5 marks there..
4: if the road tester is in his own trance, his own world, or doing his own business... you no longer need to read the following steps.
5: if the road tester is chatting with you, you just might get lucky and require no more re-tests.
6: Pray it all works out fine. =)

Goodness... SPM results... whateverla.. I just need some therapy to get me pumped to prepare myself for it... and besides that, this is the only thing I'm looking forward to now.

Lately i've been suffering from some lack of sleep syndrome... though it seems i'm beginning to get hooked on to things i'm not supposed 2 be hooked on to.. i wanna foos.. but im not good at it... i wanna DOTA!!! but i've got not enough time.. i wanna write songs... but there's no inspiration...

see.. that's what life is ALL ABOUT.. you don't exactly get what you want.. cuz if you did, it wouldn't be life.. you'd have to WORK for it.. though faith and action plays a VERY different role here.. okai... enough of being so forum-like... gotta talk about this crazy dude in the bus today. This kid wearing a Chung Hwa High School uniform is sleeping. Kay he sleeps at the corner of the bus, which was near where Ed, Keyang and I were sitting.. so this dude is sleeping, did u hear me? sleeping. yes. sleeping. ok so the bus is moving and his head is facing the floor, with no support at all at the bottom, yes you could say his head was hanging, literally swinging slightly like a pendulum, due to the shakiness in the bus. Then it kinda got worse whenever the bus would come upon a bump on the road, and his head swings vertically, seriously. it's like... some rocker dude sleep-headbanging.

Caution : Sleep-headbangers ahead.

Yeah, you need a sign like that incase anything happened man.. what if he bangs his head and crack the chair in front of him?? And what if the inersia were so great that his head acts as a pivot point for the rest of his body to flip OVER himself and land with no protective gear and what not? People, this is what I'm talking about, SAFETY FIRST! That's right, rubber please! Don't ASSUME or estimate, cuz you're dam right I am guy and I know well enough guy have egos so high they don't even need to ask others. The decision is always made by minds that do not strain any of the brain muscles to THINK wisely before acting.

Okay, moving away from the infomercial. Life moves on. Everyday. Oh did I mention I just earned myself a one way ticket to groundome? Yes that is a noun that means being grounded. Two nights in a row for being out, and that's all you need, a recipe for groundome. What is the world coming to man..? College spells freedom and liberty. Not GROUNDOME. Man. Sienla rot at home. Like 1-2 hrs out would hurt me. LIKE ID DO HOMEWORK ON A WEEKDAY?! ROFLZ.. O well.. I live with this. It's not much, but it's my life =)

Sleepy adi la... mebe I need a lil dota before i sleep kekeke... YES YOU DO CHEEZZZZ =)

Oh, and... she didn't kill me this time. I do suppose it IS getting better. Life moves on eh?

Song Craving : Wids & Ben - Absolution

Here's a pic of my fren's phats... wicked wicked stuff... =) Soung from Sri KL. You wicked dude.

That's the wayla. Fire tha oni way you blaze babeeee..

Lately i've been suffering from some lack of sleep syndrome... though it seems i'm beginning to get hooked on to things i'm not supposed 2 be hooked on to.. i wanna foos.. but im not good at it... i wanna DOTA!!! but i've got not enough time.. i wanna write songs... but there's no inspiration...

see.. that's what life is ALL ABOUT.. you don't exactly get what you want.. cuz if you did, it wouldn't be life.. you'd have to WORK for it.. though faith and action plays a VERY different role here.. okai... enough of being so forum-like... gotta talk about this crazy dude in the bus today. This kid wearing a Chung Hwa High School uniform is sleeping. Kay he sleeps at the corner of the bus, which was near where Ed, Keyang and I were sitting.. so this dude is sleeping, did u hear me? sleeping. yes. sleeping. ok so the bus is moving and his head is facing the floor, with no support at all at the bottom, yes you could say his head was hanging, literally swinging slightly like a pendulum, due to the shakiness in the bus. Then it kinda got worse whenever the bus would come upon a bump on the road, and his head swings vertically, seriously. it's like... some rocker dude sleep-headbanging.

Caution : Sleep-headbangers ahead.

Yeah, you need a sign like that incase anything happened man.. what if he bangs his head and cracks the chair in front of him?? And what if the inersia were so great that his head acts as a pivot point for the rest of his body to flip OVER himself and land with no protective gear and what not? People, this is what I'm talking about, SAFETY FIRST! That's right, rubber please! Don't ASSUME or estimate, cuz you're dam right I am guy and I know well enough guy have egos so huge they don't even need to ask others. The decision is always made by minds that do not strain any of the brain muscles to THINK wisely before acting.

Okay, moving away from the infomercial. Life moves on. Everyday. Oh did I mention I just earned myself a one way ticket to groundome? Yes that is a noun that means being grounded. Two nights in a row for being out, and that's all you need, a recipe for groundome. What is the world coming to man..? College spells freedom and liberty. Not GROUNDOME. Man. Sienla rot at home. Like 1-2 hrs out would hurt me. LIKE ID DO HOMEWORK ON A WEEKDAY?! ROFLZ.. O well.. I live with this. It's not much, but it's my life =)

Sleepy adi la... mebe I need a lil dota before i sleep kekeke... YES YOU DO CHEEZZZZ =)

Oh, and... she didn't kill me this time. I do suppose it IS getting better. Life moves on eh?

Song Craving : Wids & Ben - Absolution

Here's a pic of my fren's phats... wicked wicked stuff... =) Soung from Sri KL. You wicked dude.

Holy Fire!

Thanks Isa, for waking me up. Well thank God I've great friends like Isa, Charlotte, Ernest, Sue, Kai, Marxha, yeah and the list goes on, really appreciate you guys for being such great friends and just being there when I was pissed and regretful today. Really appreciate you tolerating with such intolerable behaviour..

Sometimes in life we realise that a loss is a gain to us in another way, i.e. I probably screwed up my whole Dream Idol thing... giving everyone the impression that I can't sing, which really sucks as a first time impression to your church.. but then you gain the experience of going in front of loads of unknown people to just sing your heart out.. and then you'd do better the next time, well, at least you'll probably pull the notes off IN tune and tone...

I guess today was a learning experience for me, like Metallica says, "Life is ours, we live it our wayyy". Yea. I ain't letting this pull me down, almost as much as I was affected by her. She was and still is a great person, though I'm the only one suffering from the being-distracted-by-her disease. Worse yet, this disease does not require verbal nor physical contact, it just takes EYE contact. That is bad. Tsk tsk tsk. *Shrugs*

Working on a song right now, cuz Isa got my emotions going the other way, thinking of her and all. Thank God I'm letting go slowly.. It'st just writing about how sucky and tedious the process is to get over this... So now, at the end of the day, literally, I have not done any work, but I learnt a very valuable lesson - our drawbacks give us space for our comebacks =)

I am so... Zzz.. Zzz..

Song Craving : Any lullabye please.

Tips for styling your hair : Apply wax to the tip of your hair, not the roots cuz u'll damage it. Twist and flare. I know this is random but it's not the best time for me to stay awake... dumb basketball game at 7 today... Zzz..

Music. A five lettered word. Song. A four letter word. F**k. A four letter word too. Why am I saying this? Why? WHY AR?

Did someone bury a lie for me? Or was I just a naive punk who had never had a reality check before? No matter how many songs I write, no matter how hard I try, no matter how good people tell me my songs are, if I can't even sing properly, what's the stupid point of doing music? I've got no musical background, kicked piano at the age of std 1, started guitar at form 4; what about talent? Oh, guess I wasn't born with it.

Talent is a 6 lettered word, which means... hold on lemme check it online, I need the proper definition.

Talent - a special often creative or artistic aptitude b : general intelligence or mental power

Creative HAHAHAHAH don't make me laugh. That's the word you can never find in the Oxford to describe me. Artistic? Autistic maybe. INTELLIGENCE OMG, this word has 4 SYLLABLES! Mental, er.. doh...

Screw thisla, so many buried lies, how many more am I gonna keep from myself? People who tell me my songs are good don't even know that I can't sing, at least they're not straight enough to tell me to quit singing and I really appreciate that. Anyway, this is a waste of blog space. Just cuz I didn't do well in a competition cuz it was my first and it was just for experience, well THANKS FOR THE EXPERIENCE, CUZ I REALLY APPRECIATE IT!

Whatever. Man. People. Some people were never meant for music. So, eff off boy..

Song Craving : My Own Ranting - Cheez

FYI, it's not a new song I wrote, and I wish I had nothing to do with music. Ever. Again. In my life.

It's okay. You don't have to search anymore. You're at his blog right now.

*flips open the webpage*

*dusts away the spider WEB*

ooh, I miss you la glass heart. Why you so adorable har?? Herpileh?? Sigh... a slave to blogging I am, a song to sing I made as well! Goodness, it's been like... since Failure To You, did I make a song that had a rather decent tune.. My Angel was a freaking hit.. on my head that is. Not my point, I enjoy songwriting, and some songs are great, some just aren't. That's life I guess, you can't live perfectly, cuz we are all humans after all. =/

The song's titled Brand New Dawn and it's written because my emotions told me to. They told me what I needed to do. They told me, it's time. Time to move along. *Move along... move along... * Sorry, All-American Rejects in my head. Yes, some things in life are just not worth the moment. I wish I knew that earlier. Like some girl just crushed my heart into a million pieces without even knowing who did it.

Brand New Dawn is about how I held on to the past, how unwillingly was I to let go. It's also about me kicking the old self away, you could call it a getting-over-you phase. This is a new beginning of the end. Or is it the end of a new beginning? Anyway, it is a brand new dawn, and I'll just post up the lyrics, just for reference, or just... gah I'll send the song to those people who are interested to listen to it. lp_end_war@hotmail.com . You can reach me thru MSN at that address.

OOOOOOHHHH Gotta share these pictures here that I took when I went to Medan, Indonesia. I tell you, superb scenery, it was at Lake Toba. I'd give anything to go there with 'My Angel' (well no angel right now.).. Awesome is only a chip of the iceberg as a word to describe it.. Do enjoy =)

Evening skies at Lake Toba

Just speechless. =X

Song Craving : Cheez - Brand New Dawn (ELEH PERASAN GILERRRR)

Seriously. Just wanted to hear it again to find my flaws and mistakes.

Welcome. To a brand new dawn. =)

*cough* Sunday morning syndrome.. dang this stinks.. well it isn't the best weekend but it's still kind of a good one.

I spent my whole day trying to crack my head to think of a song I could pull off.. See, RLC (my church) is hosting this Idol thingy.. winner gets a coloured-screen handphone.. so why not huh? And I made the biggest mistake of the weekend. I've been here since 11 till now, well I did break for food.. but goodness it is just so frustrating when you realise "You can't sing, you can't dance.."

Courtesy of Simon Cowell, yes, honesty is STILL the best policy. Maybe that's why you don't see so many politicians around.. Did I get that right? Hope I did.. ANYWAY

Yeah my vocal chords are just way off I guess.. and the only song that I actually sound decent in is The Calling's Wherever You Will Go. That's not even stimulating in any way.. Oh well, might just stick to that for now. So it's either that song... or another one I've been trying so hard 2 pull off, hopefully it doesn't stink.. Bo's Inside Your Heaven. Okay, call me ambitious or anything, but this IS after all a trial and error process. You've gotta do before you don't, know wha' mean?

Moral of the Story for today : These guys are lovely. Yum. Coffee flavour doesn't stink after all.

Song Craving : Bo Bice - Inside Your Heaven

Ooh yeah I wanna be in that coffee peanut Heaven =)

I'm blogging. Yes. Cheez. People have probably known me well for being a great procrastinator, as well as one who can never keep his consistency. That might just change after this blog (I hope) =) Well it IS a new year after all, and what a great chance it is for me to turn over some new leaves. Not easy to find trees with turnable leaves nowadays actually. OkAYY... off with the lameness.


Anyway, since 2006 began, much has happened and I'm rather affected by this huge sudden wave of depression, which cocincedentally hits ONLY most of the SMKDU students. Talk about coincedence huh? Yeah so this huge day-after-tomorrow-tidal-wave-of-nostalgia-and-depression slaps us hard in the face and says " Hey, you ain't never gonna see each other. Ever. Again. Better say 'I love you... =P'".


Doesn't sound sucky as it seems, eh?


It hurts more to see the ones you love being hurt. Think about it.


People come and people go. Everyone's like leaving for somewhere and everyone else who isn't, has their hearts leaving them. Just a pain in the ass man. You never know what you've got till it's gone - words of wisdom, words of pain too =/ It just stinks when you've got your friends who you're so close to.. going away.. and you ain't NEVER gonna see them. NEVER. Again.


Well, putting aside nostalgia.. and what took us by sudden notice... College isn't half bad. I got to know some people, and learnt a very important lesson.


DO NOT judge a book by it's cover. I'm serious.

Told you not to judge a book by its cover. =.=

The people you meet in college are just splendid. You get this young, innocent dude, kinda shy.. He laughs at a few jokes I crack, kay, Then Cheng Wei and Edwin joined in. Mind you, we were in Maths class, trying to survive the boredom warfare.

Few days later, when I was with the same dude, his name's Dragon by the way, yeah, the firey one. Not those in your pants. I could rot to death just trying 2 understand what my Practical Physics Lecturer was mumbling. Then Dragon comes up to me and says, "Hey you watch comedians? Pablo Francesco?", then this brainwave hits me straight in the face, which caused a spontaneous response - "Oh no, Russel?" And Dragon goes hysterical, laughing. The next 15 minutes were like "OMG! !XOBILE!"

"Ryan, do the dishes." "(@*#_@)! you dad!!"

"I love punani.."

Oh great. There's some great fate and chemistry working right here pal. THIS IS ABSURD! It's college! Talk about turning over a new leaf?! I gotta burn down my whole estate of trees of lamenesses... and then excavate my whole land of stupidity and extreme humour..

Well, I'm just glad it's all good. Friends still hang a lot with you. Love all the fellowships.. Mamak and all. Can't deny the slight existence of bliss within the nostalgia..

This is once again, my 1st post, a new beginning, to road ahead onto nowhere. Till further updates then. Need sleep. Whole body aches from basketball..

Song Craving: Blink 182 - Stay Together For The Kids